22.1.09

kim jae jong!!!!!!!




Omigosh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!jaejong is so hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he melts ppl down...........and crystal told me that the band is coming down to malaysia whoooooooooooooooo but surely the ticket very expensive wan but never mind i will save my money then i will go there!!!!!!!!!!!-in my dreams like duh-anyways form 2 life is fun!!!!and the form 1's are really annoying and they concure our teritory weh no fair!!!!!like what the crap rite??and pn.kala is not that bad she can be nice and bad at times so yea every teacher also like that mah rite??but i seriously cannot tahan pn.yeo she teaches maths la but the way she teaches us is like the world is gonna end weh!!!and yea sharom is my bm teacher...but he is really nice un like normah a.k.a doremon haha!!!!and i also meet 1 hot form 1mitra also agree with me that she is hot!!!-steaming here-=)but she is very nice.....and her sister is a form 3 in my skool so ......i guess thatz all about it la ciaos gtg to skool now

27.12.08

I was counting the days =)

I was counting the days and the weeks of how many days I can still see you....But as a I count and count it makes no different it just poof out my counting and I gotta say bye bye......Well I think I can still remember the time when we both spend.....I started to like you in November....and I did not think to much bout it...We had quiet a great time...We laugh and make jokes plus you look at me when I was looking at you then I just turn my head away it was kinda weird at that time......Then the time pass by and flys it feels like I was waiting at the bus stand and the was there when I reach there and now its December and this was the time that is really gonna say bye bye....I can still remember that time I was laughing like hell cause of your jokes......The there is once I was finding for you and you were not there and as I about to leave you came in you gave me that eyebrown thing and you make me smile all the way home.....The it was yesterday it was 1 day before I was leaving you just snacth the plastic bag from my hand and other stuff I was kinda uppeset cause of it...and I came back home and cry bout it.....And toay was my last day at there you did not care bout me you ussually will smile or something but today you did not...I was actually hoping something from you I did not expect a kiss or a hug rom you....I just want you to say h or what so ever............................................Well now I can no longer see you and count the days to leave you but what I can do is try to forget you and count the days that I wont be able to see you anymore.................

16.12.08

Leave it or Countinue??

He is dam badly hot weh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am going crazy bout him edi....Dam it weh....And guess what I found out that he got a gf....wtc lah dei.....Anyhow I cant do anything edi since he loves that girl so much-i think-I feel like I was an ass to love him cause it feel dam sakit hati to know that feller love another feller.....So yea I meet him today again and I was happy lar....But after that I feel there is no point fo me to be happy since I cant be with him mah...............I was putting barang down then he say kesian kat engkau...He such a nice guy weh...But anyhow no use edi mah.....yadda yadda yadda....Stop craping eli..............................................Ish shut up me....So yea leave it or countinue........

13.12.08

Mid Valley

Today I went to mid valley for Rosh burfday party lar....Kay woke up then went watch tv then came up bath then went makan then went out of the house then my cousin sis say she will be going there also so she send me there la..Thanks adeline....Then I reach at mid lar but I was a bit late lar..So sorry Rosh...But only me,gini ,tanu,vani,rosh and priyangka-Rosh cousin-came te rest tak datang dam potong stim weh...Kay after that went watch movie and our movie wasa wildchild...I tell you that show dam nice weh you should go watch after the movie we all went rounding then priyangka went home and guess who we saw??We saw neeti cool rite???Then we went ronda ronda lar...Gini and Vani say they wanna go buy cinamon bread so they go lor....Me,tanu,and Rosh went to the music shop lor...Cause I wanted to get my drum stick mah then after that we came out then gini and vani came after that we went inside back to get my drum stick case eailer we did not get it mah...Yeay baby I got my drumsticks...Wootssssssssssss....That drum stick cost me 23 bucks lor not bad lar....Yadda yada yadda lar then time for us to go back home I call my cousin sis lor with tanu and Roshs phone thanks alot dudes....So yea I came back home loh.....I cook dinner today loh....But not nice dam potong stim weh.......What an tiring day lah bu I had fun...And I came back home only I went to play my drumsticks loh...Yay......gtg now see ya soon I will post up soon=]

5.12.08

Fauzi,Bryan,Marcus and Shan mcbee!!!!!!!!!!!!

He's s cute!!!!!!!!!!!Well he is way older then me plus hes a malay and his name is Fauzi......And today he made me smile all the way home...First I reach the wearhouse lar then I was like finding for him tapi tak jumpa la..So I also was like Dam it him lar cant see the sayang.....Then went I was about to walk out I saw him coming I was like smiling at wanted to scream lar...Then I walk pass him he did his cute eyebrow trick at me I was like Ohmigod hes dam cute..Haha...Next itz Bryan dam it on tuesday I saw him again ath down stairts his house He also another cute and nice guy lar ........And then I told my mom that one is Bryan lar cute rite???Then my mom say I also never see him how am I suppose to know if he is cute or not???I was like=.=...Then itz Marcus and Shan this two guy are dam nice weh their are dam friendly but Marcus itz okok lar and I think Shan kina likees that feller lar....Anyways I cant stop thinking bout Fauzi lar..Dam he is so hot,cute and dam badly nice to me weh....Am I inlove with him???And I am happy cause cause I got another 20 percent being straight yay..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

28.11.08

Stupid palang =.=

Let me tell you something today was a very very bad luck day 4 me and my mom....And I dunno why kay 1st we went to bayu tasik condo lar..We went to the wrong add we were suppose to go to the 1 st wan but instated we went to the 2nd wan so we want to u-turn back lar.....Went my mom wanted to get out of the blady place ......Suddenly the stupid palang came jatuhing on my moms car lar....The palang was kinda bengkok la so my moms car also kena come out the paint lar.....What the crap la so we also dun care la....But the useless security guard suddenly coming and yelling at my mom lar he say this lar'You tada nampak ah??Saya buka palang itu untuk moto itu lar.....Then my mom say lar 'Tadi saya tengok palang itu atas saja so saya pun jalan lar....Then the ueless guard and my mom gaduhing loh....Haiz another problem..Then the management office boss came lar he ask what happen then the guard told lar then afther that my mom and the boss'keng sou lar'and guess how much we have to pay 180 bucks leh itz like making a gold palang ah itz a hollow cacated auto palang so yea they both gaduh and gaduh we ended up wasting half a hour there dam cacated....Then when we were heading to Shamelin my mom almost bang a saga car....Dam cacated then when she wanna pick up most of it not readdy yet.......Anyways today is kinda fun there la......eventhough got all this cacated things lar...Ciaos wanna go sleep now

P.S=This thing happen on monday..hehe

25.11.08

Lie and lie

Oii you think you very big itz huh????Juz because you are elder then me by few years dont think I am dumb kay!!!!!!!!!!!!So what if I am form 1 huh???Whatz your fucking problem lar???Dont like me juz come face to face and tell me lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!You lie to me so many times but I forgive you and juz continue talking to you rite!!!!!!!!!!!!!Very hard itz for you to do that ah,if I can do so can you rite.......Konon say you will miss me when I cant see you anymore lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My foot lar.........All you do is lie and lie and lie to me.....If you can lie to me why cant you do that them huh????And if you can tell them the truth why cant you tell me also huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!Are you trying to be racecs ah!!!!!!!!!!!Konon you will be there for me when I am sad but it was what???It was all a LIE,LIE,AND LIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I still remember last time I was in love with you....Yea I did like you before but that was a another story lar!!!!!Aiyoh like that you also wanna count itz huh!!?????Dun like me juz tell me lar I can go away from your life....Anyways this is not about her itz a bout some guy that really irraties me.....

Paramore song!!!!!!!!!

Mi God Paramore's Thatz what you get itz so dam awesome man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Itz so cool I will be like listening to it over and over again!!!!!anyways here's the lyrics !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ciaos for now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Thatz what you get by paramore

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense away, with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense away, with the sound of its beating. (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.


22.11.08

Crush

Dam I dam addicted to the song crush lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I also dunno how anyways here is the lyrics

David Arculetha-Crush
I hung up
The phone tonight
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying,trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Goin' away

I am so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Esther I am so sorry lar.....................I just dont know who to tell my secrets to cause when I wanted to tell you something you will go somewhere then when you came back I forget la.........So sorry lar Please dont be angry kay???Please please please I will tell you all of my secrets soon kay????So sorry esther I will not be angry at you if you scould me kay!!!!!!!!!!!So sorry

15.11.08

Oh Dear.......

Oh Dear...Here I go again...I am being very very cheong hei this past school holidays but you have to deal with it lar...I am so sorry to everyone one on what ever AI have done to you guys epically Kane,Shal my 2nd sista,Laura,Angela,Venodah,and of course my 1st sista Yeong nin...I have really bean a really pathethic feller lar....And rite now I am missing the mangkuk like shit only lar!!But who ask me to fall in love with mangkuk in the 1 st place rite!!??Anyways I am emoing now so yea.......

Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade lyrics


The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

9.11.08

Last day of skool.....an emotional day..=[

Itz all about a emotinal day for all of us..Went to skool then waited until 12 something for skool to over...So the senoirs skool also over then me,tanu,kane,shal,mitra,and of course the cacated rosh walk to A and W then we all makan makan then out of sudden me and shal and mita started crying like shit lar...Then I think Kane was kinda piss at us and at that time I feel like slapping Rosh on her face whehh...Okay if the last day of skool and you cry thatz normal rite??So shal was crying lar and rosh started saying lar why do you wanna cry itz wasting your time and....lar..I wanted to ask her to shut the fuck up lar itz your pasal lar fucker if you are not sad or you dont feel like crying..I am not focing you rite to go cry and be sad rite...BITCH...So after that we all started to be okok already lar then it was time for us to walk back to skool then Kane started leaving and then we all not enough time to take pic with her cause she gotta rush backhome so yea then shal was there lar we all started to take pic with her lar we all started to cry after that....Then we got nothing to do the rest of the day we all lepak at skool only...................bla bla bla....Okay then I came back home I started to cry like mad only.....What can I do rite since we all know that shal,kane,mayuri,and of course yeong nin will not be here next year....And I was missing them like shit ecpecially mayuri lar...I should have tell her that I love her earlier and know I regert for not telling her that I love her...So yea I still have to go on with my life witout her her and the rest of them but one think I can tell you Shal cries the most..I think lar...I am really gonna miss all of them like shit and I love them...

31.10.08

I'm gonna go emoshiting again!!

I m being emo again..how can it be lar i'm being to stupid now...promise too myself no to emo anymore but now what happen again back too square 1 again...and I really relly saying sorry to my friends cause I treat dam badly lar....I should go eat shit lar....how can I be so so mean lar espically too Veno,Laura,Angela,Previtta,Esther,Neeti,Nicole,Lilian,and erybody lar........................................I AM SO DAM BADLY SORRY GUYS WOULD YOU ALL PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND I KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN A REALLY BITCH,ASSHOLE,SELLFISH,AND I DONT MIND YOU PEOPLE SCREAMING AT ME LAR...I DONT CARE ALSO CAUSE I MEMAND PATUT KENA FROM YOU PEOPLE..I AM SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....and too you also kane,tanu,shu,mitra,darsh and nisha and meneagah...............OH LORD CAN YOU HELP ME CAUSE I AM TOO WEAK ALREADY..........................AND I SHALL NOT BE EMO.......i HOPE I CAN DO IT LAR....

25.10.08

A friend ship poem....

What does this poem mean to you to me is like a never ending friendship..Itz like the days past by like no body business time flys really fast..Even though I have been use by so many people yet I dont hate them cause I will always remember that they are my friend...Enjoy the poem..

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it,
a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say!
"I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.
"But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir,"
"Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it mightbe too late.
Seize the day.

18.10.08

I will leave my footprints behind you people......

I will leave my footprints behind you all people..Cause you people had to tahan all my craps and rubish or whatever and you people also been with me with this stupid journey.......I really thank you people alot.....I salute you people.....I'm so sorry if I have hurt you people feeling.....This is the people you have gone the emo journey with me;

1)Kane
2)Tanu
3)Mitra
4)Shal
5)Yeong Nin
6)Rosh
7)Laura
8)Angela
9)Hanida
10)Nisha
11)Chirstal Anne
12)Veno
13)Previtta

and Ithink there is alot more and sorry if I left out your names kay=-and I'm not emo now=-==)

1)Kane=Kane is the person that I mostly fight,and not talking for along time and bla bla bla......I get to know her only this year but there is many ups and downs with her lar....Mostly I will fight with her and not talking for like1 week or even 1 month......I used to laugh my ass off with her,when to her when I was crying,telling her all my problems......I used to love/like her hell alot lar...But that itz another story...Well she is my Senoir and she is in choir and same section as me alto and she sings well too.......She really studies,laugh when she is with us-except me lar-Too me she is like some happy-go-lucky-girl,loves to smile and laugh,gets angry pretty fast-no offens to you kane if you are reading this kay-.....And she does looks like Captain Jack Sparrow.......But I am really gonna miss her since she is gonna leave this year lar....But I love her kay as a friend....To me she is like my bro or sis and she is my very best buddy to me.......Even though I am not her best buddy....

2)Tanu-Tanu is a funny,super tall,happy- go- lucky- girl,loves to laugh and doing weird stuff and she has curly fries hairs thatz why we call her ;curly fries;-haha-no offens to you tanu if you are reading this thing kay-I only get to know her this year even though she was in sk assunta 2 from std 1 and 2 only...She is a very nice person,caring,...........She is in my class this year and to me she is a geneuis lar......I guess nothing much fo me to say bout her lar..Cause I am not really bout her character..... and she is in Soparano 2 and I do salute her cause she is in Soprano 2....But I love her as my friend lar...

3)Mitra-Well mitra is a funny,has a cute smile and nice hair...She can act pretty well too.......Umm mitra is in choir and she is in Soprano 1 and she can reach really really high notes and I salute her cause she can reach high notes and I am really jeolus of that=.=....But never mind.....But I still love her and she is in my class....

4)Shal-Shal is a nice and caring fwen and sista to me.....She has an awsome phone.............She likes to laugh and doing what normal normal people do...No offens to you shal=.=...I only get to know her this year lar and I get to know her through Kane...But I love her as in a friend and sista way lar....

5)Yeong Nin-Yeong Nin is my sista so call she loves anime hell alot and I think that she likes lee junki -and god knows whop is that lar-she play clarinet and piano and I salute her to cause she can play musical instrument well...There is 1 thing that I am jeolus of her and you know what it is she is a freaking patient kid and she is my senoir too and she is gonna leave this skool also and I am sad caus eshe is gonna leave this skool and the choir people is gonna loose a good pionist player..But I will still love her.....

And the rest I am so sorry cause I did not decribe you people but you are not the people that I dont like I still love you people kay ...Please dunnot think in the negative way you all are the same to me and I am gonna leave my footprints behind you all too..Cause I LOVE YOU PEOPLE....and if you people the 13 people need some one to talk to you can always can come to me I am ready to listen Dont worry kay.............................................And this is for you all;

I see the skies are blue,
The clouds are white,
My friends coming to skool,
And saying hello to each other,
And I think to myself what a wonderful world,

I see trees are green,
And red roses too,
My friends and myself sitting in Dataran Assunta,
Talking bout people and exchanging thoughts,
And I say too myself again what a wonderful world.

The colours of the rainbows,
So pretty in the skies,
I see my friends and I laughing away,
Until our tummy hurts,
And saying to each other I love you=)


17.10.08

Boring..........

Piratically today was a dam boring day for me lar...kay wake up then bath then bla bla bla then when to skool lar...At there I meet tanu and mitra loh not long after I came to skool Kane came then Shal...So after that Rosh came down lar then she told us that she will be going to 1 utama so she ask do we want to go with her We also agree lar...Then the funniest thing is we all have to squize up at the back there and itz 7 people lar..Oh Mi...So Tanu was sitting at the righthand side with Shal on her lap...Kane was sitting in the middle with tanu sista on her lap..Then I was sitting ath the left side Rosh and Mitra was sitting on me....Ok yadda, yadda,yadda.....................Then we send Rosh younger bro to tution lar....Then Kane went and sit infront lar since Rosh bro got down edi...Then reach 1 Utama edi.....Then we was like buat bodohing at there and we were like some sakai and jakun people there then we all went McD makan loh...Okay since we was suppose to burn our time at there we was playing truth or dare.....But it was fun lar....So tanu and and K ane kena the same dare they have to ehmm..Each other lar-Dont think the wrong way ah-They did not do any thing is juz that I malas to type so yea so sorry yea-Kay then it was my turn lar I pick truth and I was ask by Mitra and she ask me lar Do I still......So I was like I dunno and then Mitra say tell lar.......Nasib Baik Kane was thee she so call backup me and say Eli dosent knows her feelings yet cause itz kinda completcated lar..So yea and then we buat bodohing at there somemore lar....So time to go back to skool edi.........Bla bla bla kay this time I was sitting in the middle and Kane was sitting my place and Tanu still sticking on her old place lar..Kay bla bla bla....When back to skool talk to them then...Time to go class edi lar.....ButI forgotten there was a party so we did not study lar....Then my gastrik came back again..Fuck you lar...So I call dad and ask him to pick me up lar...Then came back home bla bla bla...I frgotten what I did lar So sorry yea and now I am typing my this blog cause I got nothing to do...Kay I think thatz it lar kay Ciaosss...=)

12.10.08

Woot Woot!!!!

Haha today was a fun day for me!!Wooooooooooooooooooot!!!!Kay 1 when for mass lar bla bla,bla...Then sunday skool time and teacher when yadda yadda and yadda...Blehhhhhhhh....Then Mr.Travelyn guy got dam bengang when Kasvin say something bout JESUS dam how could he rite??=(So mean lar you Kasvin lar.....I blehhhhhhhhhhhh you=.=......Then camp time lar kay here it goes.....1 we makan makan and the food was okok lar....Then we all kena separate grpoups=(and I was not the same group with my geng=(But then I went to exchange place lar from group 6 to 5 haha I so mean but teacher tak tau....Then we was playing this game lar dam cacated the game....Blehhhhhhhhhhh......Then we when watching this boring video and I wanted to go and sleep lar...Aiyohh I tell you ahhh that video also can make me go pengsan lar......Bla,bla,bla.....Then lunch time the food was super nice weh.....-I wanna go makan again-=)Then we was suppose to do this act lar it was so funny=)I was suppose to act as a 'bad student in skool lar'and the rest was the goo good student the play make me laugh my ass pff weh=)=)...I tell you ar if you watch you can laugh like hell .....................Ok yadda yadda lar then came back home and lepak at home and I musft study lar cause my sista-SHAL- ask me to so yea I must go study.........................Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but I still love her kay and I miss all my buddies lar and 'ehemmmmm'Blehhhhhhhhhhhh' Anyways peace out for now kay I will keep intouch with you all kay...Ciaossss=)

10.10.08

Haiz.....

Why ah this year got so many holidays ah??What is this......Last year I want holidays dun have....This year I dun wan got holidays wan ah??cucucucuc blehhh...............I want to go to skool today la I want to see all my buddies I really miss them hell alot la!!!Baru raya holiday finish now PMR holidays pulak...... What is this??Anyways I really want to join the skool band la..But mom say cannot and some more I need to concetrate on my studies already cause I wanna go to 2C1 kay!!!Dam that class is awsome la!!!!And I wanna play alto saxophone or trombone or Percossinius la or what ever how do you spell that freaking word...Blehhhhh anyways gonna go edi since I got nothing to type already rite???Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....BYE BYE PEOPLE........LOVE YOU ALL MUAXX=)

9.10.08

Why do make me loving you more and more each day??

Sometimes I wonder should I bout forget you??Sometimes I I wonder why did I ever love you??Since I know that you are.....already!!The first time I saw you was at the hall practicng our school jubilee nite..I did not really you that time cause I was thinking that I admire you only...So I juz move on with my life.....But after the jubilee nite I realize that I have love you for so long time even when that time you were practicing for thue jubile nite....... I was thinking maybe she is the one......But it was wrong cause you were not the one cause you think that we bengkok people are digusting-a bit- and you were straight and it really broke my heart like hell cause I wanted to tell you that I love you but you had juz shot and stab my heart really really deep inside.........But why do making me want you more and more each day??I love the way you talk,walk,and your hair and even the way you hold your bottle-I know itz weird but yea-And I really love your name and yourself cause you are being yourself..................But I wonder should I continueing like you??But I really really love you with all my heart.............Should I tell you that I love you???

2.10.08

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yay can go back to skool edi!!!!But I still hate to study la the reason I love going back to skool is because I get to see my friends again weeeeeeeeeeeeee.....Better than staying at home doing nothing rite?????But there is another reason I wanna go back to skool I wanna meet Sexy DJ -like duh- Dam she dam badly hot la-on fire-my god-But I think that I am not going to tell her that I love her cause itz useless rite???Cause worst come to worst she will avoid from me rite???Anyways I am happy case can go back to skool and see my buddys and terutamanya Sexy DJ wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!