Only Faith Can Decide It

Kay I seriously dont know what is happening right now in my life
It feels like I have been pushed everywhere by the crowd
Is it me or him and her?
I just discover that
I have been failing for her more and more each there
and he is like acting different to me.
I feel like crying every time
But those tears never comes out....
Sigh
I feel like
I am stuck in a ocean with no one around me,
Only the ocean water and the creatures under the sea.
Things are playing in my mind
I'm mix with full of emotion's
Things are no going that fine and good as I expected and
IMY AND ILY those 2 like mad!!!!!
Geez!!
And this blog is like
the only place that I can cry on and have fun with it
(kay that sounds wrong)
But yeah

Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang pada mu,
Hanya bidadari sebagaai ganti