Sometimes I wish that I wasnt even born!!!
What the fuck?
Guys always gets to go out and hang out with their friends,gets to ask how much money they want,what time they come back also can,can do whatever they want,no need to do housework and all that!!!
But why do I have to do all the house work,not allow to go out,gets money dam little,must be back by 8 and this and that!!Why??
I have been helping with the house chores and I'm not allow to go out???
What the fuck!!!
I rather die!!!!
I cant meet friends here and there also!!!
When I was younger they told me to wait until I'm 14!then only I can do what ever I want!!!
But now I'm a bloody fucking bitching 14 and you dont let me to do anything!!!
I obeyed you people,tolerate with you all and went I'm angry you all don't like????
Why?!!!Just because I'm the youngest so I can't do anything la!!!
Only you people can get angry is it?!!!
What you got feeling and I don't is it???????
Yeah I bet you all hate me as much you all want
I every time do things that you all ask me to do I do quietly and what do I get in the end??
SCOLDING,SHOUTING,SLAPING AND ALL THAT RIGHT??And the guys went they do some thing wrong you say its okay!
WTF@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They always get second chance and so many chances!!
And I what????????????????
Tell me?
I get good results you not happy I don't get good results you all scream at me and compare me with my brothers!!!
But when the guys don't get good results never mind and when they get good results
You all dam happy and when I ask you all why you all say cause he's your brother!!!!!!!!!!
So that means all you care is bout your son's right??
I think you should have listen to the doctor to abort me!!
I think I prefer that!!!!!
I cant do anything!!
The only thing I can do is do the house chores,wash the toilet and study
where else the guys can go have fun no need to wash the toilet,no need to do the house chores and when they want to study or dont want to study never mind!!!!!!!!
Have you all ever thought how do I feel!!!??
Have you???
NO!!!NEVER!!!!
You all always say that I'm the luckiest!!!WHY??
Just because I can get what I want You consider that as lucky?
And that was last time!!
But now what I want also cannot!!
If I ask some thing you all give me bitch stare all!
And if Gabriel does not go to church you all don't care!Why?
Simple!Cause he is older and A GUY!!!!
If I don't go for once you all start giving me lecturing all la!
You all always also say this!!
That I'm the mean,stupid and fat one!!!
And Nicholas is the angel,smart,good boy,this la that la!!
And Gabriel is the eldest so you must respect him,listen to him la,smart la this la that la!
If you all talking bout respect I can tell you that I respect all of you!!!
But have you ever respect me!??????!!!!
NEVER EVER!!
Why? Simple cause I'm the youngest!!
Its not that I hate you all!
But you all sure make me as the bad 1 and so you all can use me!!!!
But no matter what I will still love you all even though how much you all hate me!!
Cause you all are my family!
