29.1.10

Sorry, I Became Emo For A Week


I just realise I was emo the whole entire week in school
And I did not realise it until Sammi and the rest told me that
Sorry guys, I just feel it wasant me,but I feel different
I guess I need to get a new mask after more than a year wearing those :)
I feel disgusted by myself when ever I am emo
Cause I don't wanna go back like last time
I just wanna be the true me,the happy,wacko,crazy,random,doing bodoh-ing stuff and my mission to make every one happy :Dso Well I think I can now after crying infront of GOD last night (no GOD did not appear before me I was in church
and I pray XD)
Omg I am lame!






When I say I think again
Maybe not
Cause I have gain back what I can
And knowing what I can do
Its not really that hard
Just a little bit of push will do
And making myself more busy
I can do it :)