I Heard Jerusalem Bells Are Ringing,Roman Calvary Choirs Are Singing

Hey peeps! Sorry for leaving my blog dead.My bad :)..

The fact is I'm so cope up with my works which reminds me I have not reply my Interact mum letter :o dead meat me..School is fun cause I finally finish my english presentation!Amen!

But...My homework are all semi done :( boooo eli boo!!Well I'm trying to finish all my homewrok since all of em' are like half done so yeah! go eli!

Maniacs!

My cousin sisters came over to play 21(black jack)Then we got crazy and we camwhore like mad ass...So forgive us XD

I'm Trying To Run Away From It But It Keeps On Chasing After Me :s

Sorry for the dead blog :) My bad for neglacting it for such a long time

Cause I'm just to busy collecting money from everyone :D And oh yes it is fun collecting money

I think I'm gonna be dead cause I dont know what to do for my Interact thing since I did not went for the meeting last friday and I bet my Interactor will kill me :O I'm in big time trouble!

And yeah sorry for the rubbish that I wrote here.I'm just to busy and tired :D

I dont know why

But your face is stuck in my head

I dont know why

But I like you

I dont know why

But i keep on forgetting to forget bout you

I dont know why

I cant stop thinking bout You

I dont know why

I cant stop crying because of You

And I dont know why

But You are all I ever think of

Can I Be The One?

I think school is nice and fun now cause for 2 days in a row Me,Sammi,Claudia,Julaine,Darsh and Danisha we had a non-stop laughing section

Which is really really funny, Felt like kids back than.

Merentas Desa was a major pain in the ass.

My knee hurts and I don't know why

So yeah

I need sleep!

It seems to be harder

Its getting harder to denied it

Its getting harder to hold the feelings inside

Its getting harder not to cry out

But the hardest is knowing that I can't have you

Everything Has To Come To An End

I wish I could just kick your butt and slap you right across your face!
So fa-nnoying!
I don't get you, There's no point fighting all over it.
Wanna be a bitch in front of me then be, I'll just give you the go fuck off look!
So what? If you think you are smarter than me so what like I care?
Please I got other better things to do then fighting with you
Why would I wanna waste my breath and energy on a person like you?
What is the point for me to treat you dam nice?
Is not like you care right? You said that you'll miss everything!
But you are actually enjoying yourself at there and you are proud of yourself
But it dosent mean that you can do what ever you want right?
Comon sense la wake up!

How Long Can I Hold It?

Did I say that things are getting better?

If I did I'll take it back

Its becoming from bad to worse

Well what can I do right?Its GOD's will to do so :)

Anyways I'm not that busy anymore like the past few weeks :)

My mom is getting abit annoying

I'm getting more nuts and crazier

Homeworks are getting less :DDDD

And life is getting worse (At times)

Neways not that bad as the first few weeks

Getting very used to it already

And I'm getting happier!

Cause I got a sexyah husband with another 5 wives :D Sammi Wong

And we all live in the school or kids are all the students!

How long can I hold it?

How long do I have to hold it?

How long can I not unveil the fact that I like you?

Things Are Getting Better :)

I know I shouldnt be whining over again.

But I need to! I feel so dyhaydrated and feel like a walking zombie/mayat!

School is getting better and better :D

Oh!!! I love my Interact MUMMY!

She'e so sweet and funny and creative and alot of stuff to say about her!

I LOVE MY INTERACT MUMMY!!!

Neways lets get back..Francis house practice was so fuckup!

I dunno why but yeah cause we have to run under hot sunny sun and run 8 rounds

I know dam crazy!

Things are getting better

But what about me?

Only GOD knows :D

Sorry, I Became Emo For A Week

I just realise I was emo the whole entire week in school

And I did not realise it until Sammi and the rest told me that

Sorry guys, I just feel it wasant me,but I feel different

I guess I need to get a new mask after more than a year wearing those :)

I feel disgusted by myself when ever I am emo

Cause I don't wanna go back like last time

I just wanna be the true me,the happy,wacko,crazy,random,doing bodoh-ing stuff and my mission to make every one happy :Dso Well I think I can now after crying infront of GOD last night (no GOD did not appear before me I was in church

and I pray XD)

Omg I am lame!

When I say I think again

Maybe not

Cause I have gain back what I can

And knowing what I can do

Its not really that hard

Just a little bit of push will do

And making myself more busy

I can do it :)

I Keep On Thinking Of You And I Dont Know Why..

Lotsa stuff is going around me lately

somehow I'm so exausted from everything

The clock should stop once in a while :D

So that things will go slowly and I dont have to do eveything at one time

And the problems will not show up all at once

It feels so stressful when you have idiots and not mentioning homeworks and life in a chacotic way.Feel so fuckup now.And I dont know why,pretty weird eh?

Yeah well my life is on the edge

Daily I feel like a fish gonna die cause by running out of water

Boo me talking crap

Its easy to say

But its hard to fullfill it

When I say No and I dont

I dont know if it is true:)

Things Will Never Be The Same Without You :D

I need a day out.A day out with my babe's :D! Anyone joining?

And its only the first month of the year and yet im so washed up :O

House practice was fun today, I think?Cause don't have to do anything except running :)

Homeworks are piling up like mountains, which sucks big time!

Okay bye bye talking rubbish here :D

P/S= I had fun talking to Sammi today :D Love you babe!

Can I really denied it for a long time?

Can I really say No and I don't?

We will wait and see :)

Maybe?

"Maybe I'm just getting crazy over you

Maybe I am insane

Maybe I can't resist you

But when I think again,

Myabe I can :)"

Omigosh! School is kiling every pieces of me

I'm so drown with my homeworks

I'm so drown up with myself?

This is where I really need GOD to be with me...sigh...feel so fuckup with myself

And I'm drown with problems again :(

Something That I Wasant Able To Tell You

Interact was fun today but nothing really much happen.

So yeah.Dam busy nowdays. Cause of school stuff and clubs I have to stay back in school for 4 day a week (Like spending my life time at there) cause Tuesday-Francis house practise

Wednesday-Karate and Bola Jaring

Thursday-Choir

Friday-Interact

Well I kinda get used to it already since its my 3 week in school :)I dont mind staying back I think its fun! So yeah.

Things that I wanna say is not gonna come out cause I'm afaid if I hurt you

The Smile On My Face Is For You

God I'm so dam tired and exhausted man
Stayed back until 4 for Interact :)
Had to clean up the tables near under the stage hall
Its fucking dusty and I feel like vomiting :(
Smells like crap.
Yet its worthy cause
Get to get 3 points! :)

I Kept Quite About It Cause I Dont Want Anyone To Know

Today was rather a fun day.
Well assembly was such a happening!
W had lots a lot of fun during that time and during the school song which C3!
Dance during it
During BM was fun again when we had to sing the 8A song.
Its really funny!
Gahahahaha! talking shitz here!!

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Why are you doing this?

Fucktard

English oral is stressing the hell out of me!
Why does it have to be so hard? Stressing!

Shitty Shit

Did I tell you how much I hate house practice?No? Well I do hate it a lot. Its just so exhausting and it hurts your entire body the next morning. Besides the fact of Karate that kills me even more.
Meeting with the Netball people is absolutely totally rubbish and Karate is just plain normal. Not mentioning that I'm having tones and tones of homework which I'm to lazy to do and its kinda hard for me to cope up and I don't know why. Need more sleep and Need to study more :) Ignore the craps that I write here.
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Song Of The Day-Daniel Bedingfiel
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

:D

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Flip it Up

I have so many homework's yo be done
Yet I'm lazy.Instated of using my time properly I'm sitting in front of this screen and typing words out
Morning school is not really bad actually except for the waking up early part :)
I need to study harder instated of sitting in front of the screen doing nothing except fb-ing,msn-ing(which i dont really bother replaying it)
Plus I feel that I'm drifting myself
(Better attitude Eli like seriously!)
Boo me!

Hectic

Form 3 life kinda hectic..
So many things to so in the beginning of the year
I still can't decide my clubs since there's Interact Club
I wanna join but there's choir at the same time
What should I do?
What should I pick?
I'm confused
I'm really really busy now days :(
Apart from not getting enough sleep
Homework's are killing me!
So does the teacher!