Facing life!!

I guees now I have to start facing the reality rite

I wanna see you now!!!!!!!!!!

I am really missing you hell alot!!I need you be beside me rite now!!Seeing you makes me feel happy and in the same time I feel pain there in my heart cause I know that I could not have you and be with you!!I always wish that I could be with you forever and ever and be with you for the rest of my life but I know that it will never happen rite??It feels too pain to see the person you love the most never knowing that you love them!!!I juz feel like telling that word to you on each momment I see you but I am to afaid too tell you that word!! But there is one thing that I hope that you will make my dream come true before you leave this skool...Cause I know that I wont be able to see you again cause you are going to leave the skool this year........First thing is,I hope that I can be with you..Second,I hope that you will know how much that I have love you for my entire life and the last thing that I hope is I hope that you will accept the fact for who I am and what I am okey................But each day seeing you is like a brand new life for me and I think that I have found happiness in you..............Thanks for entering in my life and I hope that your wishes my wishes will come true...............

Do you really have to do this!!!!!

Wei do you really have to do this to us ah???!!Do you know that it really effects all of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Must you really do this???Do think itz fair to us ah???Wat la you use your brains a bit la???You making everybody sad and crying ok!!o try to think bout it la please dont do this to us I know it effected you but itz not only you is the 1 who got effected but we do also k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!You think that I not worry bout you itz???I worry bout you like hell okey even I worry bout Sexy DJ okay!!!!!So juz go and try to think bout it and let me remind you I am not lecturering you la okay???????????????but I am still gonna treat you as my best buddy okay??????and I will never forget bout that I have been your friend and so does everyone-I guess la-I love you doink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In pain.......................................

Tears rolling down,
On my cheek,
Waiting for you,
To wipe it for me,
My heart is in pain,
And it is broken,
I'm just waiting,
For you to,
Comfort my heart,
And sew it back neatly,
And nicely for me,
Now even you,
Are going to do for me,
Itz no point already,
Cause I have given up,
Hope on you,
To come back,
And do it for me,
I don't think,
That you will come,
Back or even help me,
If I am screaming,
Crying and asking for help,
For you to come and save me,
Now I think that,
I am gonna stop loving you,
Anymore,
I think I have enough pain,
In my heart already,
But all that I can think now is,
You are the only person,
That can make me happy again,
But now all I am gonna say to you is,
Hope that you will find happiness,
In your love life,
And thanks for everything,
I am very thankful for everything,
That you did for me................

Happy Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yay ,today is Kane's birthday finally................Finally the day I hope to come has finally arrived.................Happy Birthday to you Kane.............May all your wishes and dreams come true and Happy Sweet 17!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm really gonna miss you Kane when ypu are going to leave the dam skool I wish that I have meet you eairleer so that I can get to understand you more and talk to you more and Can you please forgive me okey on what I have done wookie????..............................................Anyways can I still crased on your house please yea so that I can come over and drop by and say Hey!!!!!!lol.............................See you soon Kane in skool k ciaos...................

Life's Brief Candle...By William Shakespear

Tomorrow,Tomorrow and Tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterdays,have lighted fools,
The way to dusty death,
Out,out,brief candle!!!
Life 's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
Told by an idiot,full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.............................

Dissapointed!!!

Loving You,
But itz hard for me,
To tell you,
Wanna talk to you,
But I'm afraid to,
And I dunnot think so,
That you will,
Talk to me,
Sometimes I wonder,
What will you do,
Or what you will say,
Or even what is your reaction,
If I tell you that I love You,
I really wonder,
But I really love you,
I feel like telling it out to you,
But I'm afraid that you will,
Avoid from me???,
I'm really afraid,
That it will really happen......

I really miss you freaking hell alot!!!!!!!!

I really freaking missing you la you idiot....Sorry to say that but yea-What can I do I freaking missing you okey.........Dah la I never see you today wonder well the hell you are!!!!!doink you la.........and you dunnot know who I am some more okay and I have never speak to you before also.......Sometimes I dunnot know what am I suppose to do you know..........Sometimes I feel like telling you that I love but I dunnot have the guts and some more I m afraid if you are gonna avoid from me okay.......... So all can I do is wait and see what is gonna happen.....................Haiz

The most important day of my life and it was full of fun!!!!!!!!!

Today was a freaking fun day la...............K reach skool then saw Mitra-so yea-Then Shal came and told us that Kane's mom wanna take Kane out on Saturday which is her birthday la.........So yea after that I and Mitra plan to get Kane today-itz was a last minute plan la-So yea-So then Tanu and Darsh came to skool..........Then we collect money which end up we all having 36 bucks only!!!!!!!So yea after that we went to Amcorp Mall juz to get the cake la---That wan also tumpang Florence dad's car la-Thanks alot uncle-Then we also reach Amcorp Mall so we go seaching for cake and we all end up getting a 35 bucks cake but itz was worth it itz was Tiramisu and I love Tiramisu--We bought the cake because itz was cheap la not because I love Tiramisu--So yea....Then we all walk back to skool from Amcorp Mall la..Itz was kinda near la not to far not to near also so itz was okok la...Then we all waited until Kane's skool time was over la-So yea the time came...Then Tanu was talking to Kane la..and that wan itz also because for some reasons la....Then we all came at the back of the Art block and we all sing HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANE' and some say KANEGES...lol.......So after that we play with Kane la...It was dam blady fun everyone kena cake+water+cream and etc la....And now myself also smell like that dam cake la..haha....So pratically we all have fun........Yea the credits should be given to this people...

People who suppose to get the credits..............

1)Tanu
2)Mitra
3)Shal
4)Darsh
5)Ginny
and many more people who actuallly put their effort in this thing..............Kane you should be happy bout it k.....................

P.S=Happy Burfday to you Kaneges/Kane/Signour Benedick and I have no idea how may names you got la.....................haha lol..................And Kane's burfday itz only tomorrow which itz only on 20/9 so yea

Sometimes I wish.....

Sometimes I wish that I have never meet you cause I dunnot have to fall for you...But sometimes I feel very happy cause I get to seee you everyday-well almosyt everyday lah-..............I love seeing you smiling cause your smile is so cute and awsome.............I love seeing you doing things............Well people say that you have very high mood swings...............Well sometimes I wish that I can juz talk to you but I'm afraid cause you dunnot know who am I but yea................Now I wanna confess to you that I really love you so much and I feel like I wanna be with you...But I know itz impossible for our relationship to start and go on cause I know that you will never love me.......But at here all I wanna say itz I m so sorry to tell you that I love you

P.s=Those who knows me out there will know what am I saying here...............

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yay finally I finally have my own blog.......K will be adding post up soon k................Ciaos