Sorry, I Became Emo For A Week

I just realise I was emo the whole entire week in school

And I did not realise it until Sammi and the rest told me that

Sorry guys, I just feel it wasant me,but I feel different

I guess I need to get a new mask after more than a year wearing those :)

I feel disgusted by myself when ever I am emo

Cause I don't wanna go back like last time

I just wanna be the true me,the happy,wacko,crazy,random,doing bodoh-ing stuff and my mission to make every one happy :Dso Well I think I can now after crying infront of GOD last night (no GOD did not appear before me I was in church

and I pray XD)

Omg I am lame!

When I say I think again

Maybe not

Cause I have gain back what I can

And knowing what I can do

Its not really that hard

Just a little bit of push will do

And making myself more busy

I can do it :)

I Keep On Thinking Of You And I Dont Know Why..

Lotsa stuff is going around me lately

somehow I'm so exausted from everything

The clock should stop once in a while :D

So that things will go slowly and I dont have to do eveything at one time

And the problems will not show up all at once

It feels so stressful when you have idiots and not mentioning homeworks and life in a chacotic way.Feel so fuckup now.And I dont know why,pretty weird eh?

Yeah well my life is on the edge

Daily I feel like a fish gonna die cause by running out of water

Boo me talking crap

Its easy to say

But its hard to fullfill it

When I say No and I dont

I dont know if it is true:)

Things Will Never Be The Same Without You :D

I need a day out.A day out with my babe's :D! Anyone joining?

And its only the first month of the year and yet im so washed up :O

House practice was fun today, I think?Cause don't have to do anything except running :)

Homeworks are piling up like mountains, which sucks big time!

Okay bye bye talking rubbish here :D

P/S= I had fun talking to Sammi today :D Love you babe!

Can I really denied it for a long time?

Can I really say No and I don't?

We will wait and see :)

Maybe?

"Maybe I'm just getting crazy over you

Maybe I am insane

Maybe I can't resist you

But when I think again,

Myabe I can :)"

Omigosh! School is kiling every pieces of me

I'm so drown with my homeworks

I'm so drown up with myself?

This is where I really need GOD to be with me...sigh...feel so fuckup with myself

And I'm drown with problems again :(

Something That I Wasant Able To Tell You

Interact was fun today but nothing really much happen.

So yeah.Dam busy nowdays. Cause of school stuff and clubs I have to stay back in school for 4 day a week (Like spending my life time at there) cause Tuesday-Francis house practise

Wednesday-Karate and Bola Jaring

Thursday-Choir

Friday-Interact

Well I kinda get used to it already since its my 3 week in school :)I dont mind staying back I think its fun! So yeah.

Things that I wanna say is not gonna come out cause I'm afaid if I hurt you

The Smile On My Face Is For You

God I'm so dam tired and exhausted man
Stayed back until 4 for Interact :)
Had to clean up the tables near under the stage hall
Its fucking dusty and I feel like vomiting :(
Smells like crap.
Yet its worthy cause
Get to get 3 points! :)

I Kept Quite About It Cause I Dont Want Anyone To Know

Today was rather a fun day.
Well assembly was such a happening!
W had lots a lot of fun during that time and during the school song which C3!
Dance during it
During BM was fun again when we had to sing the 8A song.
Its really funny!
Gahahahaha! talking shitz here!!

.....

Why are you doing this?

Fucktard

English oral is stressing the hell out of me!
Why does it have to be so hard? Stressing!

Shitty Shit

Did I tell you how much I hate house practice?No? Well I do hate it a lot. Its just so exhausting and it hurts your entire body the next morning. Besides the fact of Karate that kills me even more.
Meeting with the Netball people is absolutely totally rubbish and Karate is just plain normal. Not mentioning that I'm having tones and tones of homework which I'm to lazy to do and its kinda hard for me to cope up and I don't know why. Need more sleep and Need to study more :) Ignore the craps that I write here.
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Song Of The Day-Daniel Bedingfiel
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

:D

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Flip it Up

I have so many homework's yo be done
Yet I'm lazy.Instated of using my time properly I'm sitting in front of this screen and typing words out
Morning school is not really bad actually except for the waking up early part :)
I need to study harder instated of sitting in front of the screen doing nothing except fb-ing,msn-ing(which i dont really bother replaying it)
Plus I feel that I'm drifting myself
(Better attitude Eli like seriously!)
Boo me!

Hectic

Form 3 life kinda hectic..
So many things to so in the beginning of the year
I still can't decide my clubs since there's Interact Club
I wanna join but there's choir at the same time
What should I do?
What should I pick?
I'm confused
I'm really really busy now days :(
Apart from not getting enough sleep
Homework's are killing me!
So does the teacher!

F.U.N!!

Aites let's see..hmm..
Last night I went out with my aunts to Sunway since they ask me out and I say okay :)
Well I really enjoyed myself at there it.I felt relax even though I scream my lungs out during the
ship ride(the one like the tomahawk)
I sat on the roller coaster,the spinning cup( my little cousin sister =.=)
And some other rides which I dont remember XD!
And I when out shopping the whole day :)
It was B.O.R.I.N.G.!!!!
Stupid people =.=
Asking this and that!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
2010!
HERE I COME!