28.11.08

Stupid palang =.=

Let me tell you something today was a very very bad luck day 4 me and my mom....And I dunno why kay 1st we went to bayu tasik condo lar..We went to the wrong add we were suppose to go to the 1 st wan but instated we went to the 2nd wan so we want to u-turn back lar.....Went my mom wanted to get out of the blady place ......Suddenly the stupid palang came jatuhing on my moms car lar....The palang was kinda bengkok la so my moms car also kena come out the paint lar.....What the crap la so we also dun care la....But the useless security guard suddenly coming and yelling at my mom lar he say this lar'You tada nampak ah??Saya buka palang itu untuk moto itu lar.....Then my mom say lar 'Tadi saya tengok palang itu atas saja so saya pun jalan lar....Then the ueless guard and my mom gaduhing loh....Haiz another problem..Then the management office boss came lar he ask what happen then the guard told lar then afther that my mom and the boss'keng sou lar'and guess how much we have to pay 180 bucks leh itz like making a gold palang ah itz a hollow cacated auto palang so yea they both gaduh and gaduh we ended up wasting half a hour there dam cacated....Then when we were heading to Shamelin my mom almost bang a saga car....Dam cacated then when she wanna pick up most of it not readdy yet.......Anyways today is kinda fun there la......eventhough got all this cacated things lar...Ciaos wanna go sleep now

P.S=This thing happen on monday..hehe

25.11.08

Lie and lie

Oii you think you very big itz huh????Juz because you are elder then me by few years dont think I am dumb kay!!!!!!!!!!!!So what if I am form 1 huh???Whatz your fucking problem lar???Dont like me juz come face to face and tell me lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!You lie to me so many times but I forgive you and juz continue talking to you rite!!!!!!!!!!!!!Very hard itz for you to do that ah,if I can do so can you rite.......Konon say you will miss me when I cant see you anymore lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My foot lar.........All you do is lie and lie and lie to me.....If you can lie to me why cant you do that them huh????And if you can tell them the truth why cant you tell me also huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!Are you trying to be racecs ah!!!!!!!!!!!Konon you will be there for me when I am sad but it was what???It was all a LIE,LIE,AND LIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I still remember last time I was in love with you....Yea I did like you before but that was a another story lar!!!!!Aiyoh like that you also wanna count itz huh!!?????Dun like me juz tell me lar I can go away from your life....Anyways this is not about her itz a bout some guy that really irraties me.....

Paramore song!!!!!!!!!

Mi God Paramore's Thatz what you get itz so dam awesome man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Itz so cool I will be like listening to it over and over again!!!!!anyways here's the lyrics !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ciaos for now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Thatz what you get by paramore

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense away, with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense away, with the sound of its beating. (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.


22.11.08

Crush

Dam I dam addicted to the song crush lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I also dunno how anyways here is the lyrics

David Arculetha-Crush
I hung up
The phone tonight
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying,trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Goin' away

I am so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear Esther I am so sorry lar.....................I just dont know who to tell my secrets to cause when I wanted to tell you something you will go somewhere then when you came back I forget la.........So sorry lar Please dont be angry kay???Please please please I will tell you all of my secrets soon kay????So sorry esther I will not be angry at you if you scould me kay!!!!!!!!!!!So sorry

15.11.08

Oh Dear.......

Oh Dear...Here I go again...I am being very very cheong hei this past school holidays but you have to deal with it lar...I am so sorry to everyone one on what ever AI have done to you guys epically Kane,Shal my 2nd sista,Laura,Angela,Venodah,and of course my 1st sista Yeong nin...I have really bean a really pathethic feller lar....And rite now I am missing the mangkuk like shit only lar!!But who ask me to fall in love with mangkuk in the 1 st place rite!!??Anyways I am emoing now so yea.......

Fall for you by Secondhand Serenade lyrics


The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

9.11.08

Last day of skool.....an emotional day..=[

Itz all about a emotinal day for all of us..Went to skool then waited until 12 something for skool to over...So the senoirs skool also over then me,tanu,kane,shal,mitra,and of course the cacated rosh walk to A and W then we all makan makan then out of sudden me and shal and mita started crying like shit lar...Then I think Kane was kinda piss at us and at that time I feel like slapping Rosh on her face whehh...Okay if the last day of skool and you cry thatz normal rite??So shal was crying lar and rosh started saying lar why do you wanna cry itz wasting your time and....lar..I wanted to ask her to shut the fuck up lar itz your pasal lar fucker if you are not sad or you dont feel like crying..I am not focing you rite to go cry and be sad rite...BITCH...So after that we all started to be okok already lar then it was time for us to walk back to skool then Kane started leaving and then we all not enough time to take pic with her cause she gotta rush backhome so yea then shal was there lar we all started to take pic with her lar we all started to cry after that....Then we got nothing to do the rest of the day we all lepak at skool only...................bla bla bla....Okay then I came back home I started to cry like mad only.....What can I do rite since we all know that shal,kane,mayuri,and of course yeong nin will not be here next year....And I was missing them like shit ecpecially mayuri lar...I should have tell her that I love her earlier and know I regert for not telling her that I love her...So yea I still have to go on with my life witout her her and the rest of them but one think I can tell you Shal cries the most..I think lar...I am really gonna miss all of them like shit and I love them...