I'm gonna go emoshiting again!!

I m being emo again..how can it be lar i'm being to stupid now...promise too myself no to emo anymore but now what happen again back too square 1 again...and I really relly saying sorry to my friends cause I treat dam badly lar....I should go eat shit lar....how can I be so so mean lar espically too Veno,Laura,Angela,Previtta,Esther,Neeti,Nicole,Lilian,and erybody lar........................................I AM SO DAM BADLY SORRY GUYS WOULD YOU ALL PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND I KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN A REALLY BITCH,ASSHOLE,SELLFISH,AND I DONT MIND YOU PEOPLE SCREAMING AT ME LAR...I DONT CARE ALSO CAUSE I MEMAND PATUT KENA FROM YOU PEOPLE..I AM SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....and too you also kane,tanu,shu,mitra,darsh and nisha and meneagah...............OH LORD CAN YOU HELP ME CAUSE I AM TOO WEAK ALREADY..........................AND I SHALL NOT BE EMO.......i HOPE I CAN DO IT LAR....

A friend ship poem....

What does this poem mean to you to me is like a never ending friendship..Itz like the days past by like no body business time flys really fast..Even though I have been use by so many people yet I dont hate them cause I will always remember that they are my friend...Enjoy the poem..

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it,
a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say!
"I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.
"But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir,"
"Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it mightbe too late.
Seize the day.

I will leave my footprints behind you people......

I will leave my footprints behind you all people..Cause you people had to tahan all my craps and rubish or whatever and you people also been with me with this stupid journey.......I really thank you people alot.....I salute you people.....I'm so sorry if I have hurt you people feeling.....This is the people you have gone the emo journey with me;

1)Kane
2)Tanu
3)Mitra
4)Shal
5)Yeong Nin
6)Rosh
7)Laura
8)Angela
9)Hanida
10)Nisha
11)Chirstal Anne
12)Veno
13)Previtta

and Ithink there is alot more and sorry if I left out your names kay=-and I'm not emo now=-==)

1)Kane=Kane is the person that I mostly fight,and not talking for along time and bla bla bla......I get to know her only this year but there is many ups and downs with her lar....Mostly I will fight with her and not talking for like1 week or even 1 month......I used to laugh my ass off with her,when to her when I was crying,telling her all my problems......I used to love/like her hell alot lar...But that itz another story...Well she is my Senoir and she is in choir and same section as me alto and she sings well too.......She really studies,laugh when she is with us-except me lar-Too me she is like some happy-go-lucky-girl,loves to smile and laugh,gets angry pretty fast-no offens to you kane if you are reading this kay-.....And she does looks like Captain Jack Sparrow.......But I am really gonna miss her since she is gonna leave this year lar....But I love her kay as a friend....To me she is like my bro or sis and she is my very best buddy to me.......Even though I am not her best buddy....

2)Tanu-Tanu is a funny,super tall,happy- go- lucky- girl,loves to laugh and doing weird stuff and she has curly fries hairs thatz why we call her ;curly fries;-haha-no offens to you tanu if you are reading this thing kay-I only get to know her this year even though she was in sk assunta 2 from std 1 and 2 only...She is a very nice person,caring,...........She is in my class this year and to me she is a geneuis lar......I guess nothing much fo me to say bout her lar..Cause I am not really bout her character..... and she is in Soparano 2 and I do salute her cause she is in Soprano 2....But I love her as my friend lar...

3)Mitra-Well mitra is a funny,has a cute smile and nice hair...She can act pretty well too.......Umm mitra is in choir and she is in Soprano 1 and she can reach really really high notes and I salute her cause she can reach high notes and I am really jeolus of that=.=....But never mind.....But I still love her and she is in my class....

4)Shal-Shal is a nice and caring fwen and sista to me.....She has an awsome phone.............She likes to laugh and doing what normal normal people do...No offens to you shal=.=...I only get to know her this year lar and I get to know her through Kane...But I love her as in a friend and sista way lar....

5)Yeong Nin-Yeong Nin is my sista so call she loves anime hell alot and I think that she likes lee junki -and god knows whop is that lar-she play clarinet and piano and I salute her to cause she can play musical instrument well...There is 1 thing that I am jeolus of her and you know what it is she is a freaking patient kid and she is my senoir too and she is gonna leave this skool also and I am sad caus eshe is gonna leave this skool and the choir people is gonna loose a good pionist player..But I will still love her.....

And the rest I am so sorry cause I did not decribe you people but you are not the people that I dont like I still love you people kay ...Please dunnot think in the negative way you all are the same to me and I am gonna leave my footprints behind you all too..Cause I LOVE YOU PEOPLE....and if you people the 13 people need some one to talk to you can always can come to me I am ready to listen Dont worry kay.............................................And this is for you all;

I see the skies are blue,
The clouds are white,
My friends coming to skool,
And saying hello to each other,
And I think to myself what a wonderful world,

I see trees are green,
And red roses too,
My friends and myself sitting in Dataran Assunta,
Talking bout people and exchanging thoughts,
And I say too myself again what a wonderful world.

The colours of the rainbows,
So pretty in the skies,
I see my friends and I laughing away,
Until our tummy hurts,
And saying to each other I love you=)

Boring..........

Piratically today was a dam boring day for me lar...kay wake up then bath then bla bla bla then when to skool lar...At there I meet tanu and mitra loh not long after I came to skool Kane came then Shal...So after that Rosh came down lar then she told us that she will be going to 1 utama so she ask do we want to go with her We also agree lar...Then the funniest thing is we all have to squize up at the back there and itz 7 people lar..Oh Mi...So Tanu was sitting at the righthand side with Shal on her lap...Kane was sitting in the middle with tanu sista on her lap..Then I was sitting ath the left side Rosh and Mitra was sitting on me....Ok yadda, yadda,yadda.....................Then we send Rosh younger bro to tution lar....Then Kane went and sit infront lar since Rosh bro got down edi...Then reach 1 Utama edi.....Then we was like buat bodohing at there and we were like some sakai and jakun people there then we all went McD makan loh...Okay since we was suppose to burn our time at there we was playing truth or dare.....But it was fun lar....So tanu and and K ane kena the same dare they have to ehmm..Each other lar-Dont think the wrong way ah-They did not do any thing is juz that I malas to type so yea so sorry yea-Kay then it was my turn lar I pick truth and I was ask by Mitra and she ask me lar Do I still......So I was like I dunno and then Mitra say tell lar.......Nasib Baik Kane was thee she so call backup me and say Eli dosent knows her feelings yet cause itz kinda completcated lar..So yea and then we buat bodohing at there somemore lar....So time to go back to skool edi.........Bla bla bla kay this time I was sitting in the middle and Kane was sitting my place and Tanu still sticking on her old place lar..Kay bla bla bla....When back to skool talk to them then...Time to go class edi lar.....ButI forgotten there was a party so we did not study lar....Then my gastrik came back again..Fuck you lar...So I call dad and ask him to pick me up lar...Then came back home bla bla bla...I frgotten what I did lar So sorry yea and now I am typing my this blog cause I got nothing to do...Kay I think thatz it lar kay Ciaosss...=)

Woot Woot!!!!

Haha today was a fun day for me!!Wooooooooooooooooooot!!!!Kay 1 when for mass lar bla bla,bla...Then sunday skool time and teacher when yadda yadda and yadda...Blehhhhhhhh....Then Mr.Travelyn guy got dam bengang when Kasvin say something bout JESUS dam how could he rite??=(So mean lar you Kasvin lar.....I blehhhhhhhhhhhh you=.=......Then camp time lar kay here it goes.....1 we makan makan and the food was okok lar....Then we all kena separate grpoups=(and I was not the same group with my geng=(But then I went to exchange place lar from group 6 to 5 haha I so mean but teacher tak tau....Then we was playing this game lar dam cacated the game....Blehhhhhhhhhhh......Then we when watching this boring video and I wanted to go and sleep lar...Aiyohh I tell you ahhh that video also can make me go pengsan lar......Bla,bla,bla.....Then lunch time the food was super nice weh.....-I wanna go makan again-=)Then we was suppose to do this act lar it was so funny=)I was suppose to act as a 'bad student in skool lar'and the rest was the goo good student the play make me laugh my ass pff weh=)=)...I tell you ar if you watch you can laugh like hell .....................Ok yadda yadda lar then came back home and lepak at home and I musft study lar cause my sista-SHAL- ask me to so yea I must go study.........................Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but I still love her kay and I miss all my buddies lar and 'ehemmmmm'Blehhhhhhhhhhhh' Anyways peace out for now kay I will keep intouch with you all kay...Ciaossss=)

Haiz.....

Why ah this year got so many holidays ah??What is this......Last year I want holidays dun have....This year I dun wan got holidays wan ah??cucucucuc blehhh...............I want to go to skool today la I want to see all my buddies I really miss them hell alot la!!!Baru raya holiday finish now PMR holidays pulak...... What is this??Anyways I really want to join the skool band la..But mom say cannot and some more I need to concetrate on my studies already cause I wanna go to 2C1 kay!!!Dam that class is awsome la!!!!And I wanna play alto saxophone or trombone or Percossinius la or what ever how do you spell that freaking word...Blehhhhh anyways gonna go edi since I got nothing to type already rite???Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....BYE BYE PEOPLE........LOVE YOU ALL MUAXX=)

Why do make me loving you more and more each day??

Sometimes I wonder should I bout forget you??Sometimes I I wonder why did I ever love you??Since I know that you are.....already!!The first time I saw you was at the hall practicng our school jubilee nite..I did not really you that time cause I was thinking that I admire you only...So I juz move on with my life.....But after the jubilee nite I realize that I have love you for so long time even when that time you were practicing for thue jubile nite....... I was thinking maybe she is the one......But it was wrong cause you were not the one cause you think that we bengkok people are digusting-a bit- and you were straight and it really broke my heart like hell cause I wanted to tell you that I love you but you had juz shot and stab my heart really really deep inside.........But why do making me want you more and more each day??I love the way you talk,walk,and your hair and even the way you hold your bottle-I know itz weird but yea-And I really love your name and yourself cause you are being yourself..................But I wonder should I continueing like you??But I really really love you with all my heart.............Should I tell you that I love you???

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yay can go back to skool edi!!!!But I still hate to study la the reason I love going back to skool is because I get to see my friends again weeeeeeeeeeeeee.....Better than staying at home doing nothing rite?????But there is another reason I wanna go back to skool I wanna meet Sexy DJ -like duh- Dam she dam badly hot la-on fire-my god-But I think that I am not going to tell her that I love her cause itz useless rite???Cause worst come to worst she will avoid from me rite???Anyways I am happy case can go back to skool and see my buddys and terutamanya Sexy DJ wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!