314:I Realise Things Has Change

SORRY EMO POST AGAIN

I dont know why I feel so down lately.What I know is I will be happy at one moment and the next moment down.What is going I really dont know.I a failuer a major.I hate the fact that I cant decide what I wanna do.I hate the fact that I like her/him.I hate the fact that I'm growing apart from myself.I dont see myself like last year anymore.I hate the fact that I get angry very fast.I hate the fact that I'm useless and saying NO OR I CANT!I feel everything is in a bad shape now.Sometimes I really wanna run awat from everything

313:Trying To Be Strong

I'm trying to keep my strong.I dont why.Sometimes I feel so hepless but I'm afraid to tell other people and so I keep it to myself knowing that I will breakdown the next moment,but what choice do I have?I often ask myself,Why?.Cant blame myself for being such an idiot rite?Eventhough I put on a smile everyday yet inside me there's something missing.I cant seem to find what is it.As I was sitting at the bus stop,the road were in a sudden silent mode.And I was thinking to myself if I stand in the middle of the road what would happen to me?Will I be dead or perhaps suffering the pain in the bloody hospital.But as I was thinking bout it.Your face just pass by me.I was hoping that was you.Yet it was true enough.I dont know,but till this hour I'm still thinking bout you.Funny thing eh?

312:I Remember

I remember that I used to go lunatic bout Elvin Ng but now as I look back I feel kinda weird

I remember I used to cry even before my dad can lay a finger on me :D

I remember all of my childhood friends,but I dont speak to them anymore

I remember that Puan Norhidayah was once Cik Norhidayah!

I remember everything

Except..................HOMEWORK!

Maggie :)

Just had maggie for supper.It sure tasted good :)